On Grief
You dark and heavy clouds hovering over me, why have you come near though unwelcome you may be? You poured down rain, and shook this earthen vessel, and softened the hardened clay, and crumbled what used to be well. If I could grab you in full and throw you the farthest I know, that, I would readily do with all my strength in tow. Oh, how you torment me, not just by days or hours, but by every eye-blink, as each teardrop becomes a downpour. Now, I am also blind and numb as you choke me unceasingly. Will I die in this darkness? What have you done to me? What a cruel companion you are! Will I ever come to believe as said they that only in you can I be someone what the Lord wants me to be? ~LCA/07March2011
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